Stress

Can't i live one single day without a stress??

Life fades away
As day passes away
Why is it in me anyway?

I sleep with stress everynight,
wondering tomorrow it's gonna be alright
Dreaming of the world that shines bright

when the sun rise for the next day
it seems it's a new day
but in the end it's the same monday

All the fingers get pointed on me
seems like it's all because of me
I started saying, Shame on me


I started singing "fade to black"

TOgetHER forever

Your hand in mine
our souls entwined.
Your face near mine
this kiss divine.

Together forever
we shall be.

Your body on mine
passion shall fly in time.
Your fingers pressing kind
electrifying as they touch mine.

Together forever
we shall be.
I loved you and needed you
since I first met thee.

Together forever shall we be.

Still???

I feels like i'm so empty now..
I feels like i'm alone..
Fighting for my life by myself.
I've finished all i got
All the bullets & the first aid box
The only thing i got is my M16..

Ranger Fighting without a weapon.
All my squad is down...
No one to reinforce me...
Who will supply me those bullets???

You miss me. But Still??
You love me. But Still??
When ever you remind me that i'm no longer yours.
~I wanna be with you again too~

If you come back to my life...
1. I'll Stop lying.
2. I'll stop smoking.
3. I'll stop everything bad.
4. I'll be good as you want.

~Please forgive me for everything~

~eddie~

Br|nG Me To L!fE

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirits sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

Wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before I come undone
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe it into me and make me real
bring me to life

Bring me to life
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
Free me tonight

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

TeN, TeN -_- Burnt

The day i got 19 Cigarette Burns on my hand,
The day i burnt my hand with the letter Y,
I'll call them the burn of madness, (for your love)
When she said that to me,
I felt like i was burning in hell,

Felt like my heart almost stopped
No choice for me
Just wait and watch...
The day of 1 year and 3 months
The day of sadness..
The day of hurt..

The anniversary of 1 year & 3 months for the happiest day i had
the day I laughed at myself...
My foolishness, My madness, My love

The word love can be given to you, No one els..

Loving you with the pain of 19 burns
Dreaming with a Broken heart..
You are Killing me softly.
But still I love you & will love you forever!

~eddie~

When You Look Me In The Eyes

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

Namroodh <---- me??

I lied??? Why???
All i lied cox i'm scared to lose you..
I lied not because i betrayed you..
I lied just to be with you..

I dint do anything to betray you..
But still i lied for the same reason..
because I Love You so Much

You called me Namrood
You called me Kuhthaa
And what els left???

You broke my heart..
You took revenge..
You made me cry..
You made me burn..

For you all it happened, cox i love you madly

You hurt me, cox i hurt you... if you love me, why is that revenge for???

hoping you will be back...
Ill wait for you there, like a stone.... ill wait for you there alone....

I love you still... & will love you forever!!!