Monday, September 29, 2008
About Me
Good Things
Yush dheke v loabi vaane
varah care kuraane
varah guddy vaane
varah molhu vaane ;P
varah reethi koh kurahaane
dhen varah handsom vaane
loabi loabi hair kolheh onnaane
loabi loabi eyes innaane.. loabi lip eh
loabi bumaeh, loabi nose eh
dhen yush dheraviyas engeyne (edy) ah.. dhuruga huttas
Bad things
Yush dhera kuraane <_<
dhen rulhi gadha vaane baeh faharu
dhen ehen meehei dheke rulhi ais inas.. yush ah e hurihaa vareh baalaane
dhogu hadhaane
dhen morning ga heylaafa nueh gulhaane
~Angeleyezz~
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Eid Mubarak
Thursday, September 25, 2008
A|oNe In ThE d@RkNezZ

I feel alone.
Seperate from otheres.
Suffering from a broken heart.
I cry.
I have friends.
They care for me.
But their to busy with their lives.
Am I selfish?
I stand in the highwall not caring.
I watch my life pass by in blurrs.
Turning my head just looking around.
I bleed.
My heart bleeds.
I feel so alone.
I watch people hug and kiss.
I want.
I try to get noticed.
I Scream at the top of my lungs.
No one notices.
I fall.
I curl up in fetal position in the middle of the floor.
I pull my hair gently to see if I'm still alive.
I claw at my skin to bleed more.
I disappear.
My life keeps on going.
But I dont.
I walk like on autopilot.
I'm non-existent.
Seperate from otheres.
Suffering from a broken heart.
I cry.
I have friends.
They care for me.
But their to busy with their lives.
Am I selfish?
I stand in the highwall not caring.
I watch my life pass by in blurrs.
Turning my head just looking around.
I bleed.
My heart bleeds.
I feel so alone.
I watch people hug and kiss.
I want.
I try to get noticed.
I Scream at the top of my lungs.
No one notices.
I fall.
I curl up in fetal position in the middle of the floor.
I pull my hair gently to see if I'm still alive.
I claw at my skin to bleed more.
I disappear.
My life keeps on going.
But I dont.
I walk like on autopilot.
I'm non-existent.
Monday, September 15, 2008
Angэ|эyэS

There's no one above it
We all need some loving
Some kissing and hugging
Like yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You can't live without it
Yeah I used to doubt it
But now that I've found it
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
'Cause my baby's got
Oooooooooooooooooooo
Angel eyes
Yeah my baby's got
Oooooooooooooooooooo
Angel eyes
Well now I've been down and lonely
I wish if only
The whole world could feel my vibe
We all need one simple reason
Something to believe in
I know that I've got mine
Teri baaton mai
Aisa uljha jiya
Bethe hee bethe maine
Dil kho diya
We all need some loving
Some kissing and hugging
Like yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You can't live without it
Yeah I used to doubt it
But now that I've found it
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
'Cause my baby's got
Oooooooooooooooooooo
Angel eyes
Yeah my baby's got
Oooooooooooooooooooo
Angel eyes
Well now I've been down and lonely
I wish if only
The whole world could feel my vibe
We all need one simple reason
Something to believe in
I know that I've got mine
Teri baaton mai
Aisa uljha jiya
Bethe hee bethe maine
Dil kho diya
Thursday, September 11, 2008
An0tHeR oNe??? WhY???

My love is Screaming to me to choose another one.
But Why???
Just that would be better for me to be happy.
If my love wishing me a happy life and goods to happen, why my love isn't treating me in a good way?
My love hates me... Cox I hurt my love.
Just only because of me my love got hurt?
Does my love got hurt without a reason?
My love hurting me to payback for the pain she had?
NO... Just cox my love can't forget all those blues.
If my love wants to be happy with me.
Why can't she ignore the past?
Can't...
Why???
I don't know...
Who will know???
But Why???
Just that would be better for me to be happy.
If my love wishing me a happy life and goods to happen, why my love isn't treating me in a good way?
My love hates me... Cox I hurt my love.
Just only because of me my love got hurt?
Does my love got hurt without a reason?
My love hurting me to payback for the pain she had?
NO... Just cox my love can't forget all those blues.
If my love wants to be happy with me.
Why can't she ignore the past?
Can't...
Why???
I don't know...
Who will know???
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
FaDe To B|AcK - AlMoSt EvErYtHiNg

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this Can t be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he 's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now, I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye
~Metallica~
This is ... What...I...Feel...Now...
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this Can t be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he 's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now, I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye
~Metallica~
This is ... What...I...Feel...Now...
HuRt

I’ll cry these tears and hope
Hope that my screams will reach your ears
That you will come to save me
Is it possible to die of a broken heart?
I feel that’s what’s happening now
I’m crying now
These relentless tears
I see your face
And my heart twists
It hurts to know you won’t love me
Why?
Because I’m not what you’re expecting
I’m not what you want
It still hurts here
A pain I feel that can’t be erased
Please make the pain stop!
Make it stop please…
I’m still crying now
With these words I’m hoping my heart can forget you
But with the air of love around
It makes it hard to be able to forget
And the way you made my heart hurt
How you turned my love for you into pain
I don’t know how I can forget that
I’m reaching out for you
Hoping you will come into my arms
To make the pain stop
I look toward the sky
Thinking that maybe you’re under the same stars I am
Feeling the breeze on my skin
Sending shivers down my spine
Remembering how your touch did the same
Remembering how your kisses would make my heart flutter
But now just thinking about it gives me a pang of hurt
My heart aches to be with yours again
But I know it can never be
So I’ll just have to sit idly
Waiting for someone to mend my broken heart…
Hope that my screams will reach your ears
That you will come to save me
Is it possible to die of a broken heart?
I feel that’s what’s happening now
I’m crying now
These relentless tears
I see your face
And my heart twists
It hurts to know you won’t love me
Why?
Because I’m not what you’re expecting
I’m not what you want
It still hurts here
A pain I feel that can’t be erased
Please make the pain stop!
Make it stop please…
I’m still crying now
With these words I’m hoping my heart can forget you
But with the air of love around
It makes it hard to be able to forget
And the way you made my heart hurt
How you turned my love for you into pain
I don’t know how I can forget that
I’m reaching out for you
Hoping you will come into my arms
To make the pain stop
I look toward the sky
Thinking that maybe you’re under the same stars I am
Feeling the breeze on my skin
Sending shivers down my spine
Remembering how your touch did the same
Remembering how your kisses would make my heart flutter
But now just thinking about it gives me a pang of hurt
My heart aches to be with yours again
But I know it can never be
So I’ll just have to sit idly
Waiting for someone to mend my broken heart…
Friday, September 5, 2008
mY SiN
The Prince of Darkness, amused awaits,
Entrapped forever, I meet my fate...
The crime was knowing you,
The sin was loving you.
For that i'm simply punished everyday.
Endless Punishments.
For that i'm simply punished everyday.
Endless Punishments.
HoP3|eS$


but i cant
i fucked things up
all for you
now i lay awake
sobbing
i can barely breathe
i cant tell if your mad at me
i hope not
cause im madly in love with you
and im fading away
i dont know what i want
i dont know how to live
someone needs to show me
every other attempt has failed
and all i want is my life back
because i bleed you
and my hand is lonely
... without you
Who is going to correct me?
Who is going to help me?
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Past F**cking Kills

The past is one we despise,
It shows and continuously reminds us of our troubles,
The pain that makes us completely and makes us fall,
Is something that troubles us the most?
I believe the past offers advice,
But why does it torment and scar us all?
My past showers me in hateful despair,
The trails,
The pains,
The ends of events that no immortal being should ever wish to witness,
Happens to all of us,
When we wish for it to stop.
Many pasts have destroyed minds of beings,
But many pasts have enhanced others,
But the Gods have been merciful,
They have shunned our past lives away from us,
Not letting us remember of the deeds,
Of the pain we have caused to the world that now lays dead in the cosmos.
Our lives have been corrupted,
Had been tainted into the hell of thought which can kill most,
Ending lives of many just from one thought,
A thought of love,
A thought of hate,
A thought of freedom or slavery,
It’s all up here,
In the minds of us beings,
Keeping us alive and thinking.
For when the future becomes the past,
More memories of certain emotions shun into the mix of the mind,
The mind being a cloud of supreme knowledge in which many use to their advantage,
But others use to their downfall.
NoThInG ElS mAtTeRz

Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters
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