Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Stress


Can't i live one single day without a stress??

Life fades away
As day passes away
Why is it in me anyway?

I sleep with stress everynight,
wondering tomorrow it's gonna be alright
Dreaming of the world that shines bright

when the sun rise for the next day
it seems it's a new day
but in the end it's the same monday

All the fingers get pointed on me
seems like it's all because of me
I started saying, Shame on me


I started singing "fade to black"

Friday, October 17, 2008

TOgetHER forever


Your hand in mine
our souls entwined.
Your face near mine
this kiss divine.

Together forever
we shall be.

Your body on mine
passion shall fly in time.
Your fingers pressing kind
electrifying as they touch mine.

Together forever
we shall be.
I loved you and needed you
since I first met thee.

Together forever shall we be.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Still???


I feels like i'm so empty now..
I feels like i'm alone..
Fighting for my life by myself.
I've finished all i got
All the bullets & the first aid box
The only thing i got is my M16..

Ranger Fighting without a weapon.
All my squad is down...
No one to reinforce me...
Who will supply me those bullets???

You miss me. But Still??
You love me. But Still??
When ever you remind me that i'm no longer yours.
~I wanna be with you again too~

If you come back to my life...
1. I'll Stop lying.
2. I'll stop smoking.
3. I'll stop everything bad.
4. I'll be good as you want.

~Please forgive me for everything~

~eddie~

Friday, October 10, 2008

Br|nG Me To L!fE



how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirits sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

Wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before I come undone
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe it into me and make me real
bring me to life

Bring me to life
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
Free me tonight

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life


Thursday, October 9, 2008

TeN, TeN -_- Burnt



The day i got 19 Cigarette Burns on my hand,
The day i burnt my hand with the letter Y,
I'll call them the burn of madness, (for your love)
When she said that to me,
I felt like i was burning in hell,

Felt like my heart almost stopped
No choice for me
Just wait and watch...
The day of 1 year and 3 months
The day of sadness..
The day of hurt..

The anniversary of 1 year & 3 months for the happiest day i had
the day I laughed at myself...
My foolishness, My madness, My love

The word love can be given to you, No one els..

Loving you with the pain of 19 burns
Dreaming with a Broken heart..
You are Killing me softly.
But still I love you & will love you forever!

~eddie~

When You Look Me In The Eyes



If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Namroodh <---- me??



I lied??? Why???
All i lied cox i'm scared to lose you..
I lied not because i betrayed you..
I lied just to be with you..

I dint do anything to betray you..
But still i lied for the same reason..
because I Love You so Much

You called me Namrood
You called me Kuhthaa
And what els left???

You broke my heart..
You took revenge..
You made me cry..
You made me burn..

For you all it happened, cox i love you madly

You hurt me, cox i hurt you... if you love me, why is that revenge for???

hoping you will be back...
Ill wait for you there, like a stone.... ill wait for you there alone....

I love you still... & will love you forever!!!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

o|d Dog



Old Dog waits,
His head on her paws,
The teeth are long gone,
From his gummy old jaws.

Her legs don't quite work,
He can no longer play,
He'd go fetch the ball,
He liked it that way.

When the car rolls up
He rolls to her feet,
He limps to her owner,
His tongue set to greet.

He'd love to jump up
And lick her face,
But she walks down the pathway
And Old Dog can't keep pace.

Old dog left for death...
Old dog Craving for life..
Old dog is about to die

Monday, October 6, 2008

A True Dream - And a Dream!




Someone once told me
That dreams do come true,
And I've experienced that
The day I gave my heart to you.

I've cherish that very momnet
So precious inside my heart,
And made a wish for me and you
To never ever part.

If ever there's a problem
Or things are not going right,
I'll make sure and sit down with you
and discuss it until it is bright.

I can't hide the love for you
So dear, precious and true,
If ever I was to loose this love,
I promise that my heart will lead back to you.

O! Princess of my Dreams!
Now i only dream of one single thing.
Start our own life
Yea noony, I want to merry you... :D

Will you merry me???

Sunday, October 5, 2008

HurT m3



Hurt me and I'll cry,
Hurt me and I'll bleed,
Hurt me and I'll die,
Hurt me, you will see.

Hurt me, I can't sleep,
Hurt me, I can't eat,
Hurt me, I can't concentrate,
Hurt me, I can't retreat.

Hurt me, I won't hurt back,
Hurt me, I won't leave,
Hurt me, I'll love you still,
Hurt me, I'll still believe.

Hurt me, I'll say "sorry,"
Hurt me, I'll take it on me,
Hurt me 'cause I'm used to it,
Hurt me! Hurt me! Please!

Hurt me and I'm yours,
Hurt me just once more,
Hurt me so much that,
I can't hurt anymore...

Saturday, October 4, 2008

I |oVe yoU




I will love you till i die,
Let's make both together a pie,
Let's be happy & never cry.

Let's stop blaming each other,
Let's make our relationship harder than lather....
Hold hands and walk together,
Never worry about the weather...

" Will you merry me baby??"

Our honeymoon would be the greatest honeymoon ever...

I love you honey!

Tell me you love me too...

Your eyes glitter as if it's silver,
My cute lil angel eyez

Thursday, October 2, 2008

|s l!Fe a FiLm t0 @ct???



When i was on my bed i remembered what somebody said to me!!!

Is life really a film that we act???
Just give a fake signature for every Contract???
Isn't this a real impact???

For nothing why should i lose my tears??
Why losing you is all my fears???
Can I simply sit happily and eat pears??

DO WE ACT? WHOS THE DIRECTOR THEN?
CAN WE WRITE ~ Life's a Film, Act it!~ CRAP!!!


~eddie~

Monday, September 29, 2008

My GrAffittissssshhhh

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About Me



Good Things

Yush dheke v loabi vaane

varah care kuraane

varah guddy vaane

varah molhu vaane ;P

varah reethi koh kurahaane

dhen varah handsom vaane

loabi loabi hair kolheh onnaane

loabi loabi eyes innaane.. loabi lip eh

loabi bumaeh, loabi nose eh

dhen yush dheraviyas engeyne (edy) ah.. dhuruga huttas


Bad things

Yush dhera kuraane <_<

dhen rulhi gadha vaane baeh faharu

dhen ehen meehei dheke rulhi ais inas.. yush ah e hurihaa vareh baalaane

dhogu hadhaane

dhen morning ga heylaafa nueh gulhaane


~Angeleyezz~





Sunday, September 28, 2008

Eid Mubarak


Wishing you Good times.
Wishing you Good fortunes.
Sending Pleasant surprises your way.
Wishing you Shining days ahead.
Wishing you Smiling and joyful days ahead.



Thursday, September 25, 2008

Never Say Forever

Never talk about feelings...if you really don't care...Never say I love you if it isn't really there.Never say you're gonna if you don't plan to start...Never hold my hand if you're gonna break my heart. Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie...Never say hello if you really mean goodbye..If you really mean forever then please say you'll try...Never say forever 'cause forever makes me cry!

A|oNe In ThE d@RkNezZ


I feel alone.
Seperate from otheres.
Suffering from a broken heart.
I cry.

I have friends.
They care for me.
But their to busy with their lives.
Am I selfish?

I stand in the highwall not caring.
I watch my life pass by in blurrs.
Turning my head just looking around.
I bleed.

My heart bleeds.
I feel so alone.
I watch people hug and kiss.
I want.

I try to get noticed.
I Scream at the top of my lungs.
No one notices.
I fall.

I curl up in fetal position in the middle of the floor.
I pull my hair gently to see if I'm still alive.
I claw at my skin to bleed more.
I disappear.

My life keeps on going.
But I dont.
I walk like on autopilot.
I'm non-existent.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Angэ|эyэS


There's no one above it
We all need some loving
Some kissing and hugging
Like yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

You can't live without it
Yeah I used to doubt it
But now that I've found it
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

'Cause my baby's got
Oooooooooooooooooooo
Angel eyes
Yeah my baby's got
Oooooooooooooooooooo
Angel eyes

Well now I've been down and lonely
I wish if only
The whole world could feel my vibe
We all need one simple reason
Something to believe in
I know that I've got mine

Teri baaton mai
Aisa uljha jiya
Bethe hee bethe maine
Dil kho diya

Thursday, September 11, 2008

An0tHeR oNe??? WhY???


My love is Screaming to me to choose another one.
But Why???
Just that would be better for me to be happy.
If my love wishing me a happy life and goods to happen, why my love isn't treating me in a good way?
My love hates me... Cox I hurt my love.
Just only because of me my love got hurt?
Does my love got hurt without a reason?
My love hurting me to payback for the pain she had?
NO... Just cox my love can't forget all those blues.

If my love wants to be happy with me.
Why can't she ignore the past?
Can't...
Why???
I don't know...
Who will know???

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

FaDe To B|AcK - AlMoSt EvErYtHiNg


Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this Can t be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he 's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now, I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye
~Metallica~

This is ... What...I...Feel...Now...

HuRt


I’ll cry these tears and hope
Hope that my screams will reach your ears
That you will come to save me
Is it possible to die of a broken heart?
I feel that’s what’s happening now
I’m crying now
These relentless tears
I see your face
And my heart twists
It hurts to know you won’t love me
Why?
Because I’m not what you’re expecting
I’m not what you want
It still hurts here
A pain I feel that can’t be erased
Please make the pain stop!
Make it stop please…
I’m still crying now
With these words I’m hoping my heart can forget you
But with the air of love around
It makes it hard to be able to forget
And the way you made my heart hurt
How you turned my love for you into pain
I don’t know how I can forget that
I’m reaching out for you
Hoping you will come into my arms
To make the pain stop
I look toward the sky
Thinking that maybe you’re under the same stars I am
Feeling the breeze on my skin
Sending shivers down my spine
Remembering how your touch did the same
Remembering how your kisses would make my heart flutter
But now just thinking about it gives me a pang of hurt
My heart aches to be with yours again
But I know it can never be
So I’ll just have to sit idly
Waiting for someone to mend my broken heart…

Friday, September 5, 2008

mY SiN


The Prince of Darkness, amused awaits,
Entrapped forever, I meet my fate...
The crime was knowing you,
The sin was loving you.


For that i'm simply punished everyday.
Endless Punishments.

HoP3|eS$


i try to sleep
but i cant
i fucked things up
all for you
now i lay awake
sobbing
i can barely breathe
i cant tell if your mad at me
i hope not
cause im madly in love with you
and im fading away
i dont know what i want
i dont know how to live
someone needs to show me
every other attempt has failed
and all i want is my life back
because i bleed you
and my hand is lonely
... without you
Who is going to correct me?
Who is going to help me?

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Past F**cking Kills


The past is one we despise,
It shows and continuously reminds us of our troubles,
The pain that makes us completely and makes us fall,
Is something that troubles us the most?
I believe the past offers advice,
But why does it torment and scar us all?

My past showers me in hateful despair,
The trails,
The pains,
The ends of events that no immortal being should ever wish to witness,
Happens to all of us,
When we wish for it to stop.

Many pasts have destroyed minds of beings,
But many pasts have enhanced others,
But the Gods have been merciful,
They have shunned our past lives away from us,
Not letting us remember of the deeds,
Of the pain we have caused to the world that now lays dead in the cosmos.

Our lives have been corrupted,
Had been tainted into the hell of thought which can kill most,
Ending lives of many just from one thought,
A thought of love,
A thought of hate,
A thought of freedom or slavery,
It’s all up here,
In the minds of us beings,
Keeping us alive and thinking.

For when the future becomes the past,
More memories of certain emotions shun into the mix of the mind,
The mind being a cloud of supreme knowledge in which many use to their advantage,
But others use to their downfall.

NoThInG ElS mAtTeRz

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters